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He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He’s as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain’t right
It just ain’t right

Oh and I don’t know
I don’t know what he’s after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He’s magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him?
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight

Oh ’cause I don’t know
I don’t know what he’s after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

I’m longing for love and the logical
But he’s only happy hysterical
I’m waiting for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
So long

He’s soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He’s never enough
And still he’s more than I can take

Oh ’cause I don’t know
I don’t know what he’s after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He’s beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster

joke lang po.. this is my 1st tym to post something regarding with how do i feel…so far, kuntento nmn aq sa lyf q.. matindi lng tlga pressure sa studies..hindi pwedeng buamgsak.. i dont want to disappoint my family agen.. lalo na parents q.. my mga prof na hindi ma maintindahan.. kung tlgang gusto k nilang matuto o tlga lng mhilig sila mgpahirap ng estudyante,, hehe.. baka mabatas aq dito ah.. prelim n next week.. wala pa q nasi2mulan pagralan.. kala nyo ba madali ang ACCTY?!.. HINDI NOH!!! one misconception is ACCTG= MATh.. not really.. 5% math lng ang acctg.. logic & analysis tlaga ang kylangan.. kulang nlng lumuha aq ng dugo.. you”ll stay up late @ nyt.. til 3am.. maiiyak k nlng kpag di mo ma-solve ung problem.. nasa borderline n q ng pagsuko.. what more p kaya pag actual board exam na?// magbibigti na q?.. i know nmn n di aq pbbyaan ni god, im doing my part nmn,though lam q n im not giving my best yet..kaya lng minsan pag nsa klagitnaan k ng pgssolve ng asynment.. nkka depress.. khit ayaw mo mkrmdam ng doubt, pnghi2naan k ng loob eh.. thank God that my family and friends are there.. they keep on supporting me.. inspiring me during those tyms na gusto q ng mgback out.. kaya khit ano pa mngyari I’LL BE A CPA.. I’LL PASS THE OCTOBER 2008 CPA Board Examinations.. GODBLESS BATCH 2008!!!

And I’d give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You’re the closest to heaven that I’ll ever be
And I don’t want to go home right now
Verse 2

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it’s over
I just don’t want to miss you tonight
Chorus

And I don’t want the world to see me
Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Verse 3

And you can’t fight the tears that ain’t coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

Chorus

And I don’t want the world to see me
Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Chorus

I don’t want the world to see me
Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am